Tuesday, June 26, 2007
in doubt
somehow this feeling can't get off me just now
thinking if would this last somehow?
what if all along this is just a fantasy?
a dream that will always stay a dream?
how come questions can't get off my head
...that maybe i'm not the only one?
jealousy? maybe... but is it really true
i gave my all and then to find out that someday that all has been a lie...
would shatter me into peices again...and die
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
16 on 12
danggg!!
is this what we call SWEET SIXTEEN?!!?
haha i can't believe i'm sixteen! And to think tomorrow I'm going to be a senior... gosh, I don't even think I'm ready! Especially for college... I haven't really had it all planned out yet! rawr
Well, my birthday is usually a holiday since it is on the 12th of June and it is the Independence Day of my motherland. But it was moved yesterday soo.... we celebrated yesterday. My brother has to go to work today and my cousin had classes so no choice... but it is good though... really!
The event was really small and simple and I like it that way. My brother's girlfriend came over, my sister's boyfriend came over, my boyfriend came over...haha! joke [was just kidding to the last one!]
looking back...well I had a very interesting year [lagi naman] and another year came and....anyways GOd knows =p
...so much for birthday blogging...haha!
love you all!
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
...
this is not right at all...
i was looking back to the pain i've been through before and it hurts me so bad right now...
i shouldn't be doing this but i just don't know why...
looking back and observing the results are like... wow that was a long journey...
i'm captivated by the emotions i've been through before and i shouldn't be doing it... it may only lead to something... destructive...
i'm happy ...yes i am... maybe i'll get through this by tomorrow...
emo mode? maybe... or maybe Abiona's sickness was passed on to me [darn you! haha! peace!]
well... i must continue singing those friggin songs in my room...singing my lungs out... and
banging my guitar on the wall [just kidding].......some kind of therapy huh...nah...grrr....gimme a
RAWR!!!
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