The Main Character
...the name is christela
and i study at de la salle lipa...and saint bridget college when i was in elementary...
...i love to write nonesense that makes sense, singing, dancing, and meeting with my therapist -my guitar
The Faves
{Hayley}
{Avril}
{Kitchie}
Anything Else
{...later...}
Credits
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
TANTRUMS
now here's a real blog post...
Canace: i hate it... i hate you and everything about you!Luana: it just so happens that it happend in the wrong timeCanace: so you're telling me it's just a coincidence?Luana: . . .Canace: everything happens for a reason.Luana: i'm just telling you that it just--Canace: oh just shut upLuana: God made this happen so be cool ok?Canace: pssh... how can i be okay when i'm in the middle of my tantrums?Luana: relax...i'm trying to be patient here...Canace: it's better to let it all out even for just a secondLuana: i understand... i know that...Canace: i'm tired...Luana: me too... i'm as tired a you areCanace: of course! i am you and you are meLuana: *smirks* are you done crying?Canace: are you?Luana: uh-huhCanace: you okay now?Luana: yes... and youCanace: i feel so much better now.me and the other side of me.... our conversation...earlier on i was working on our music to be used for mass dance. and then i was in the middle of mixing the music my brother just came in and he told me not to waste my time. but i told him what i was doing is something important and he said that i should be surprised in how long i'll be doing this(the mixing). as he walked out the door i whispered to myself that this thing is not as easy as it looks and it does take such a long time to finish! like, i'm grounded for using the pc in weekdays so i have no time! and by tuesday we're going to start practicing for mass dance and we have to be ready within 3 friggin weeks. and there's this research that i have to finish and to be send to my classmate in the morning so he could edit it. then all of the sudden i lost it. wala na ako s mood! i wanted to continue mixing but i can't. then i turned off the pc and rush to the patio and threw my tantrums. i cried... i even blurted out these words:Lord, i'm not mad at You but why does it supposed to happen in such bad timing?
i hate it! i hate myself...i was in the mood then all of the sudden... bang!
ugh... i'm tired...i don't want this anymore... i dont hate You, Lord, i don't hate my brother..
i hate myself for being so emotional
my brother does not understand...
but i know his concerned about me... and the electricity >_<
but i will waste this very moment to cry...
i did said that. so stupid... i'm so stupid. all i want to happen is this pain to be gone...
GONE
Wrote this chapter on 5:10 AM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
POSTING 2 BLOG POSTS A DAY [this post is a mess!]
hahahaha!
i just dunno why... maybe i'm in the mood...
hmmm...
ok lemme think...
next weekend i'll be gone for a while. i'll be in school and i'll be participating in th Search-In.
i'm so excited because this will be happening once in a lifetime *i think...but why miss the chance?*
i just really don't know what to put in this friggin post...oh well...imma make this not so pointless...
hmm... oh yeah....here it is...
my parents are leaving and they'll be in NY with my sister from October till January. i was like...omigosh! this Christmas will be my first Christmas without my mom and dad! there will be no daddy's special spaghetti, no daddy's special baked macaroni, no daddy's special roast chicken... T_T
back in BULIK... uhmm... what were we doing? some teacher is teaching us how to use Adobe Photoshop. well... yeah i know some and yet there are few thing that i don't really know about [pssh...i bet Rexie knows a lot about this] lol
aint that good enough...lmao!
ok where was i? hmmm... if i have lost of free time, imma put pictures in this blog... [yes i know that i'm a camwh*re but hey, i will not put not only my pictures...DUH!!]
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BE BACK BLOGGING!!! MAYBE LATER <LOL
Wrote this chapter on 6:58 PM
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
The Start of a REAL Happy Ending
i was surfing the net with my classmate Dora watching cute kitties at Youtube then i passed by a video of my most fave, Avril Lavigne-Whibley :) . She looks stunning right now and still the edgy rocker chick inside of her is still there. this video is definitely very moving [for me] because i know our dear Av IS a hopless romantic and finally ended her story to a real happy ending. but...actually, it's just a start for her and her husband, Deryk. i wish all of them all the luck. God bless them :D
fave part: the hug by the patio <333>
Wrote this chapter on 8:12 AM
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Friday, August 11, 2006
finally....
finally... exams are over...but it doesn't stop there... i am actually friggin nervous about my grades....honestly.well i'm happy, it's the second quarter! wooot!hahaha... this gotta be better than the first quarter... IT BETTER BE! grr...rawr.and again...*you guys already know this*... my head hurts.... hahahahand again... it hurts...gotta sleep? dont think so!!! R A W Rhahahhawhatever...i feel... soo....drained...be back blogging!ciao!
Wrote this chapter on 5:47 AM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
blogging at school....
haha..kinda funny...i'm actually blogging here in school... well nothing to do... it's not allowed to surf at friendster here.... evenYM is not allowed. actually my head hurts [again].... what time did i sleep? uhmm...probably 12:05?i always stay up late and i dont even think that i will ever sleep early...my head aches [i already said that right? urrrgghh] *_*can't wait until 2nd quarter....hmmm....i'm actually talkiung nonesense here....bah!!*rolls eyes* and my head aches....>_<
Wrote this chapter on 11:38 PM
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This is Christela's Notebook
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