The Main Character
...the name is christela
and i study at de la salle lipa...and saint bridget college when i was in elementary...
...i love to write nonesense that makes sense, singing, dancing, and meeting with my therapist -my guitar
The Faves
{Hayley}
{Avril}
{Kitchie}
Anything Else
{...later...}
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
TANTRUMS
now here's a real blog post...
Canace: i hate it... i hate you and everything about you!Luana: it just so happens that it happend in the wrong timeCanace: so you're telling me it's just a coincidence?Luana: . . .Canace: everything happens for a reason.Luana: i'm just telling you that it just--Canace: oh just shut upLuana: God made this happen so be cool ok?Canace: pssh... how can i be okay when i'm in the middle of my tantrums?Luana: relax...i'm trying to be patient here...Canace: it's better to let it all out even for just a secondLuana: i understand... i know that...Canace: i'm tired...Luana: me too... i'm as tired a you areCanace: of course! i am you and you are meLuana: *smirks* are you done crying?Canace: are you?Luana: uh-huhCanace: you okay now?Luana: yes... and youCanace: i feel so much better now.me and the other side of me.... our conversation...earlier on i was working on our music to be used for mass dance. and then i was in the middle of mixing the music my brother just came in and he told me not to waste my time. but i told him what i was doing is something important and he said that i should be surprised in how long i'll be doing this(the mixing). as he walked out the door i whispered to myself that this thing is not as easy as it looks and it does take such a long time to finish! like, i'm grounded for using the pc in weekdays so i have no time! and by tuesday we're going to start practicing for mass dance and we have to be ready within 3 friggin weeks. and there's this research that i have to finish and to be send to my classmate in the morning so he could edit it. then all of the sudden i lost it. wala na ako s mood! i wanted to continue mixing but i can't. then i turned off the pc and rush to the patio and threw my tantrums. i cried... i even blurted out these words:Lord, i'm not mad at You but why does it supposed to happen in such bad timing?
i hate it! i hate myself...i was in the mood then all of the sudden... bang!
ugh... i'm tired...i don't want this anymore... i dont hate You, Lord, i don't hate my brother..
i hate myself for being so emotional
my brother does not understand...
but i know his concerned about me... and the electricity >_<
but i will waste this very moment to cry...
i did said that. so stupid... i'm so stupid. all i want to happen is this pain to be gone...
GONE
Wrote this chapter on 5:10 AM
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